Whispers of a well-lit way

Okay so as promised, this is gonna be a recap of what happened this week.

Monday

So a day away from R's enlistiment. Went over t R's place at 11am t surprise him cause he didnt know what time i was coming over. I planned t wake up earlier and make breakfast but haha! I woke up late(no surprise there!) so i ended up buying bread from toastbox and his favourite bublle tea for him(:

R: Morning dear(: I just woke up. What time are you coming over?
Me: -insertR'saddress- I was given this address and i believe im standing outside the door t this address
*a few seconds later*
R: What the shit!

Nice way of saying hello! But its okay, understandable. Waited for him t finish showering and then we went t fairprice and did grocery shopping. Watched mythbuster with him and fell asleep on him. Heh. For like a whole hour and when i woke up, the show ended. He cooked me lunchhhhhhhhh!(: Salmon aglio olio and made me my favourite chicken taco wrap! VERYVERY NICEEEEEEE! I like(: Thennnn, we had lunch tgtr and watch random teevee shows. Spent some time tgtr and then got ready for pickups(:

Pickup was good too. told myself not t eat dinner cause i felt like ive ate alot alr. But melly insist i eat, so i had chicken korean noodles, which were reeeeeeally nice(: I wanna try the laksa next time! Keeks says its nice, so i must! James sent me home after that. Free ride and his car is prettyyyy(:

Tuesdayyyy=/

SO! The day i dragged most finally came. Woke up early at liek 630. Showered, got ready and met R and his mum at lot1 macs. Cabbed down t HTA tgtr after they finished breakfast. The last time i went t HTA was four years ago. Looks good to me. R had t register himself and stuff. So i was with his mum most of the time. She's so cute. HAHA! We were brought on a tour around the place. And were shown some performances. Had the affirmation ceremony and then we were served lunch. 1145 came too fast i felt and it was time for him t go. It was hard yeah? Left with his mum after we said our goodbyes. Only felt like crying on the way home but no i didnt. Conviced myself it was like the other time i didnt get t see him for 10 days because of mosin.

I slept when i reached home, From 12-4pm. First thought in my head when i woke up: Rudy. Mehh. Ate late lunch early dinner, watched teevee. Fell asleep again at 6 till about 9. I dont know why i felt so tired. But yeah i kept falling asleep. Watched SYTYCD with uncle at night.

Wednesday

Fell asleep on the sofa outside at around 3am. Woke up at 12? HAHA! Watched teevee, snacked, used the laptop, packed the room. We all sent mummy off t work and went t rent dvds afterwards. Reached home at around 6 and fell asleep till around 9? Ahaha! I slept alot the past few days. Good, time faster that way. And R called me today too! I was soooooooooooooooooooooo happy! He sounds tired and i kept wishhing 18thdec comes faster): But its okay. It was a brief call. Didnt want his phone t run out of batt. 8 more days to go. I cant wait t see himmmm(:

And yayy! Its thursdayyyyyyy! Some of the pickup khakis are coming over t my place t cook dinner! Dont think ill be able t join them for lunch and movie though): Melly and Jo are sleeping over after that. CANT WAITTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT! HAHAHAH!

I think i should get some sleep. So gnight people(:

AIDIL AD'HA



Rabia drove us to granny's house that afternoon(: It was kinda fun! Speaking of which, maybe i should organise an outing for the cousins! Since its like the holidays and stuff. SEE HOWWWWW(: Its been quite some time since the cousins went out tgtr!



I love my cousins. All twelve of them(: Okay minus two, since they are my own siblings. But bottomlime, i love them all(: Kak supi's not back from her honeymoon though. Haha!

MONDAYYYY(:


This was last monday if im not wrong. Yesyes it is! After English finals(: Had lunch at the ayam penyet shop at Lucky Plaza. Yumzxzx! Then we walked around t find my pencil skirt. But to no avail. Walked around somemore and bought my daily contacts from the optical shop at Orchard Central. Then i got changed and headed down for pickups at Parkview(:

Had dinner and then the whole lot of us watched Ninja Assasin together. OMG! Damn gory i swear! I only liked one scene where Rain dead the hand stand+ pushups. Whoa! His body is damn solid, all the lines and muscles super defined. HAHA! But towards the end, he looked like a monster. Bloody and sweaty and his hair was horrible too =/ Owells!

TUESDAY



Date with R went well(: Met at orchard central after i gave tuition and had gelare for early dessert! ITS BEEN A LONG TIMEEEEE! And it was Tuesday, so half price(: Bused down t Marina and had lunch at Thai Express. I love the stick noodles. And tom yam's always nice. After which, we walked down t the flyer and took a ride! It was my first time and i enjoyed it. It wasn as exciting as i thought it would be but being there with R definitely made it special(: I wanna book the private/dinner cabin one day, for us. I will(try) and save enough. AHAHAH!


Guess who we bumped intooooo?! JOWIFEYYYYY(: She was also having gelare with Keith. Was really happy t see herrrrrr(:





Headed down t PGP after that for nusultimate bbq. Was the only freshie there, if i exclude jaz and carmen. HAHA! It was a bbq t sent matthias and simon off! We'll miss them both! It was damn fun! And i cant remember the last time i laughed so much! Seriusly, rou an and ee ghim were damn funny! And rou an's antics are seriously, the best! Security guard came and chased us off. Noelle sent me home after that, so yayy!

MUGGERTOADS!

Pulled and all nighter and studied overnight with Aisyah at BB macs, wednesday to thursday. To be honest, it was goooooood! I didnt sleep AT ALL! Hahah! Bought coffee and hacks and biscuits halfway through the night and shaker fries too. Talked for nearly two hours with Aisyah at like 4 am. Because our brains were tired from Malaystudies. Had breakfast at around 630. Banana prata and rotijohn cheese had me feeling so ful and sinful, i think i didn eat anything else on thursday. Studied a little more after breakfast, kinda fruitful. Thursday's paper was at 5, so i went home and slept from 12-3 and cabbed down t school. HAHA! Paper went okay. Went home straight and fell asleep.

Had a HTHT with R that night. I remembered spouting nonsense and i was incoherent and incomprehensible on the phone. R cabbed down t find me and we kinda talk things out. Though most of the time was spent waiting for me t reorganise my brain so that i can speak in proper sentences, im not kidding. But the night turned out fine. And im so glad we talked things through. I just knew there and then that i wasn't ready t let us go yet(Now i really miss R, I hope HTA's treating him well)

FRIDAYYY

it was R's graduation ceremony. I thought it was a formal dinner kind but turns out it was a simple graduation ceremony. Okay maybe, it wasnt THAT simple. It was pretty grand, held at Shangri-La. Cabbed down t the hotel and met up with R at the entrance. He looked so good in his graduation robe. And guess what?! I forgot t take A PICTURE! Damn sad! Only realized it later on in the day. The whole award ceremony was pretty boring, i mean, thats a norm. Reception was good. After which we left and had sushi for late lunch(: Followed him home while he changed out.

Met up with MelanieDear while R met up with michelle. Mel and I walked around marina t find a nice gift for June and bought her a sweater from Nike. Hope she likes it. OHOH! Melly and i bought a pretty visor from Ripcurl toooo! HAHAH(: Trained down t somerset and head down t KPO for june's bday party. Alot of nice carsssssss! Left at around 11 and cabbed home(:

THIRTEEN OUTINGGGG!








It was awesome! Though only 7 turned up, the rain poured down so hard, i had fun. Lunch at Banquet was alot of laughter. With the boys discussing how the dinosaurs extinct. Something about dinosaurs turning gay. And how maybe some fossils reveal that two dinosaurs were 'piggybacking' before they died, smth like that. AHAHA! We played frisbee! Set up our own court and invited random ppl t play with us. I could only wished the rest came down t join us too. I miss the whole lot of them and it IS my wish t see all of Thirteen again, like you know, as a whole group. Maybe we can plan something for the new year. Judydear, your house again this year?(:





Dinner was at Cjnr. YAYY(: Andrew bee-eff bought me a ManUtd tshirt. When he first told me about it a few months back i thought it was an unauthentic version cause he said it was not expensive even after personalising it with my name and number. But when he passed it t me oin sat, i realised it was the real deal(: I hope it wasn too expensive. But anyway, i loved it. Planned t watch New Moon but timing sucked so we just walked around and left at around 930. Took 61 home after that(:

WINTERLEAGUEEE!

My first game. It went okay albeit being thrashed pretty badly. But i believe we'll get better(: My thighs were aching from the prev day at the beach. No stats but its finezxzxz! Hopefully ill get better. Resting my leg this whole week for double header this sunday(: After the game, team talk was niceeee. Toss a little with iris and then left with Joce. Met up with R after that at dhoby ghaut and walked around plaza sing. Thank goodness he didn suspect anything. Come 7pm, we took the bus down t marina square and headed to MOF where the rest were waiting to surprise R. My surprise worked! I know its just NS but i know he wants t eat dinner with the usual pickup ppl and stuff so yeah, got it planned. Thanks mellydear for helping(:








Thanks for making it happen(:

Okay im done recapping what happened last week. This week's will be in the next pose yeah?(:

But I've been screamin' and fightin'
And kissin' in the rain
And it's two a.m. and I'm cursin' your name
You're so in love that you act insane
And that's the way I loved you

Breakin' down and comin' undone
It's a roller-coaster kinda rush
And I never knew I could feel that much
And that's the way I loved you

***
I'm trying t think rationally rather than emotionally. I'm trying not t over react. I feel like I'm going crazy. I feel like i'm suffocating myself. I need t breathe. I need t think. I need t make decisions without hurting you in the process. I need t be alone.

I need t know what I'm fighting for.
I need t learn t let go.

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